hmmm. haven't been online for the past few days cuz i have been feeling very tired and lazy to on the computer. so much homework to finish, yet so little energy left from school to achieve that utmost important goal for an a level student: to complete all my homework with understanding. this year has become more and more stressful. and the teachers have become more serious and stringent, making me more stressed and strained. (parallel structures! hahaha!)

i have been reading newspapers more regularly these few days. it has been a great improvement that i have made so far to keep up with the news, but i always tend to be so jaded before i am done with the newspapers. in addition, i realised i'm in dire straits. my vocab is terribly limited, my grammar horribly lamentable and my evaluation skills is shockingly lacking. gg to my aq and my essay. how do i actually improve that? someone please enlighten and edify me! ((: (under great influence! desperately need to improve on my geepee.)

oh wells. the past few days has been a routine for me. wake up, school, home, a LITTLE work and SLEEEEEEP! though i have devoted quite a proportion of my time to my beauty sleep, i am STILL fatigue from i don't know what. this is a rather torturous year, i wish i can go through it with a smile on my face always. -grins-

i have still yet found the time to upload the pictures for v-day, but don't think i will do so soon. need to catch up on my studies, which i am far lagging behind. oh wells, finally heard my parents' point of view actually. i guess they sort of hinted to me quite heavily just now on their hopes and expectations for me, and i really wish i will and can live up to them. its february now, almost march. perhaps, there'd be enough time for me to catch up. (((:

anyway, that mini talk with my dad stemmed from my sister's call home. i still miss her A LOT. get teary when i talk about her even now. wonder why though. perhaps we are rather emotionally attached, just that we din know. somehow, i'm beginning to feel closer to my family now. like i spend more time talking to them? hahaha. previously, my sister would be the chatterbox. now that she's away, i think my mom is rather lonely so i've decided to talk to her more. but quite weird cuz i don't normally tell her stuff. hahahah. i'm more of an introvert, you see. keep things to myself.

hmm my wrist still feels kind of tired. just completed the career survey thingy. almost forgot about it, thankfully i remembered it just now, so still made it on time cuz it closes today! heehee. lots of clicking to do, testing on my wrist power eh? hahaa but obviously, its untrained and weak! haahahaha.

so i have just wasted another hour on the computer. just completing the survey and blogging! but its sort of break from studies! and stress from the upcoming block test in 24 DAYS!!! stress up everyone! :s

i've kind of lost confidence in bio, sad to say. gp too. chem and math are still quite okays. macroecons is quite interesting but hard to score in i guess. :S:S:S:S:S:S:S:S:S

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enough of the depressing stuff!

CONGRATULATIONS SINGAPORE ON WINNING THE BID FOR THE HOST OF THE INAUGURAL YOUTH OLYMPIC GAMES! (((((:
WELL DONE SINGAPORE!

heehee. and TMR'S FRIDAY!
TGIF! ((:

tatatatatata. vectors and complex numbers, here i come!