me: hello auntie nancy, i'm meiying. here to see the doctor. -smiles weakly-

auntie nancy (an): hello. okay take a seat.

-after a while-

an: you're the second daughter right? the first one is in australia and the third one is in secondary school right?

me: yah. sec 3 this year.

an: waaa so fast!

-end of conversation-



-after a few while-

me (thinking): why is the doctor taking so long? sucks. i feel like kicking you right now. what are you doing inside the room for so long!?
-groans and moans softly cuz the dis-ease made me feel even more terrible-



-after what seems like a century-

-the doctor's wife came out of the room-

me(thinking): errr. i hope i'm not thinking on the wrong track.

-no more movements-


-after an eternity-

-a student who came to do some interview thing walked out of the room-

me(thinking): oh my goodness. please interview him after working hours please. patients are dying out here. and thank goodness, it wasn't anything else. phew.

an: meiying!

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so i got diagnosed with bowel infection. puked, diarrhoea, high fever, tummy ache, headache. got myself 5 different pills, popping 6 pills every intake. :s its horrible, i tell you. grounded at home to recover for 2 days. missed lessons for 2 + 1 days. 2 days due to mc, 1 day due to competition on friday in the morning. all the best to me for blocks.

anyway, i feel quite loved. hahaha! 8 of my friends msged me out of concern! samm, ky, ttj, cx, tcc, yj, joan and wl! THANKS to all of you! really made my day! let's hope i have a speedy recovery! and hopefully i can make it down for training later! at least i'm not feeling as weak as compared to yesterday.

can't do anything yesterday except sleeping. mainly cuz i didn't have a good rest on monday night, so felt rather tired. so just ate and slept yesterday. such a pig! ahahha. so shall attempt to do some work before going down for training later.


and i saw the black moth again.
is it to wish me luck for the totally unprepared competition or
to wish me a speedy recovery?
or, to alert me of some bad incident that is to occur? (i puked again cuz i accidentally ate something with milk this morning.)
or to give me strength and tell me i'm not alone suffering cuz my greatgrandparents are watching over me as i'm ill.

should it be the second incidence, i shall hope that there'll be a way of countering the bad incident to happen. should it be the first or the third, i feel really comforted. ((:


okays. shall attempt to study now, despite the prevailing headache.