HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOAN AND MIC!!


hahas! finally adding on to the seventeenth group eh? ((:



oh wells. today had been a tiring day. couldn't walk properly at all cuz of the blisters at the soles of my feet. 3 big patches. :s how painful is it to take every step. dragging myself everywhere. hahas! really felt like sitting on a wheelchair, wheeling around. mm. its quite fun from sabs but then if its long term then err. no thanks. i'd prefer walking. hahas. no offence to anyone. (:

op presentation 1 today. spoke too quickly cuz i was too nervous. hahas. partly due to the fact that i din rehearse my speech AT ALL before presenting. lots of pauses and fillers. too stiff, no smiles, choice of words etc. much more space for improvement. oh wells. i shall rest for now. hahas.

after op, slacked for like 3 plus hours before going for bio. went to avt to slack cuz comp lab and library were PACKED with people rushing to complete wr. nickoh played the piano for like 2 hours, yt was reading her book, i was busy playing 3D snake! haha! then slept for about an hour before being interrupted by the j2s, using the avt for lessons. then went down to class benches to slack more.

bio was quite fast. finished all the mcqs rather quickly. i realise that i don't see links and hints that are so obvious in the questions. maybe that's why i don't do well. oh bio! stupid bio. make me FAIL my first major exams. din even make it for an a level pass! sigh! how to get good grades by a's, i wonder. but thank goodness they moderated bio overall grades, so HAHAHAS! yay, we are HAPPY PEOPLE, samm! ((:

after school went to joan's house. finally recognised and made my way to her house by myself! haha. bought a cake super at the last minute from 7eleven. could find candles nor lighters in 7eleven, watsons and even ntuc! seriously. where do they sell them? in cake shops only perhaps. hahas. then we had a mini celebration in her room. ching and i sang her a birthday song! then watched more jap dramas before going home.

on the way home, saw shunqi but i din say hi to her cuz it was too crowded. and then kp talking on HANDPHONE! hahas. oh what a rare sight! oh well, we can't survive without handphones nowadays, so it was just a matter of time but i guess his came a little late? hahas!

dead tired now from walking. muscles aching and THANK GOODNESS there's no training tmr. yay! i'm HAPPY. hahahas.




anyway, passed sc on the way to joan's house. totally miss it. saw my FAVOURITE HOUSE again. the thing that motivated be through o's. then i started thinking about the choices that i made. whether they were for the better or worse. reminiscing the past, longing to see my best friends to catch up with them etc. i suddenly feel like a lonely person. even now.
oh wells, maybe i'm being overly sensitive. or maybe there's really something wrong but i can't tell and needless to say change for the better. its just a while more. and soon, it'll be insignificant in my life. i can do it! but i really really wonder how long i can last, just purely hoping every day and night, that tomorrow will be better. i'll be happier tomorrow. everything will be all right tomorrow. trying to keep myself happy, optimistic. complaining doesn't help, i know. but bottling them up doesn't make it better either.

oh why am i so weak?